So my CT got postponed by a week and I'd already been feeling a little strange all week. Almost as if some exam result was about to come and I didn't know if I was going to pass or fail. Will I need surgery or am I OK or will I need more time in the brace. Hopefully the delay is a blessing in disguise.
In the grand scheme of things, One week is really nothing. In fact, Fifteen weeks is nothing but it's just become such a big deal. I made it a big deal and I can't blame it on anyone but when your doctor tells you "your life could have been destroyed", how do you not make it a big deal?!! Everyday is a new day and it's one day closer to recovery.
I still sometimes question "Why ME?" and even though I don't have an answer for it yet.I have been told that everything happens for a reason and one day I will figure out why this happened to me as well. In the mean time, I have a super strong support system guiding me towards staying strong and being positive. The same system that started out with me on this journey three months ago, still checking on me every other day, as excited as me when they know I've started wearing T-shirts again or that I showered on my own without help. So much love and so much kindness around.
Also, here are some quotes that I've heard all my life but didn't know what they truly meant..
*Fingers crossed*
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